Just do you, because I'm doing me!

What is it about me?

What is it that you see?

I'm looking all around

...nothing interesting


What is it about me?

What is it that you see?

I'm nobody special

no, not me...


What is it about me?

What is it that you see?

silly material things

well, their yours for the taking.


What is it about me?

What is it that you see?

the words that I write

their all from my mind, from me


What is it about me?

What is it that you see?

It must be him, right

too bad, we're married :)


What is it about me?

What is it that you see?

I'm a student, a wife, a wanderer of life

Just do you, because I'm doing me!

God

It's gripping my throat
I can't breathe
speeding through heavy traffic, weaving through and past the broken down, so fast, so blurred, I can't see.

I can't stop
grasp hope
taking hold of what lies in my face, through my fingers, slippery, like butter it slips, I juggle, struggle, like trying to grasp soap.

Help, support.
I'm trying. Can't you see I'm trying? Can't you see? I'm screaming, can't you hear me? I'm fighting, can't you feel me? Where are you? What are you? A force...

God.
Surrounded.
Space and thin air all around.
Everywhere.
Nowhere.

untitled

Put on a happy face
woman, wife
It won't be so bad
don't be so sad

Smile for him
for us
he hurts too
and all summer long,
the sadness will loom

But you'll share the same world
the same sun, the same moon
make love through letters
through April showers and the heat of June

His voice will be precious
the few sights will be hot
we can conquer the world later
but for now, it's all we got.

Don't be so gloomy
Time will fly, you'll see
and we can enjoy each other company
through phone lines and dreams

♥

What once was
what was always meant to be
and standing here beside me
being just what I need

Waking up in the morning
my nose touching his cheek
Brings a smile to my face
when he's the first person I see

A kiss on the forehead
to awake the weary mind
inching a little closer
feeling so fine...

This love ,is life
this life is love...
this is how it should be
continuing to rise above

This is the life for me
a love that I would envy
grasped in my heart
always meant to be

:)

with a slamming of the door
he laughs at me
cautiously entering
he simply hugs me...

He loves me for me
its hard to believe
He still loves me
even when I scream..

He giggles
and laughs while kissing me...
while giggling out the words
uh oh, its big bad Misty..

I don't remember
last time I could stand
to hold my laughter
while making demands...

It slips my mind
the last time we fought
When was the last time
that I was distraught...?

I only remember
having some point
losing it somewhere
between the joking and becoming annoyed

Its like its not allowed
for me to be mad
and God forbid
he lets me be sad...

I guess this is great
as far as I can tell
But geez sometimes
I JUST WANNA YELL!!

Woman

With my head on his chest
I invision at night
the far off times
the places
the fight...

I'm woman
I dream
I have my infatuations
a dare you to contain
any part of my imagination...

I expect everything
my sights are high
GET OUT OF MY WAY!
Its my time to fly...

For it is my fate
To own this life
To love ,to laugh
to reach any height

I'm not worried
I know what will be..
that is, what ever happens
is what is meant for me...

I'll take things in strive
use them to my advantage
encourage my drive
Refuse to follow
nor given disadvantage

Being a woman
things are complicated
Sometimes I scream ,yell and cry
But I feel vindicated..

Just let me be
independent, strong, chocolate lover
flying free...
I'll love my heart out..
for my man, its easy...

But the point is
and will be
that I am woman
I'm am me...

Coming out swinging
heart on my sleeve...
Lover of accomplishment
and chocolate ice cream...

So try to stop me
throw your punches,
give me more
as time crunches

but the fact will remain
and as I've said before
thats I am woman! ,
Hear me roar!!!

Oh if those walls could talk
and those skeletons in closet
began to walk...
one could only imagine
the bleek disturbances descrided..

The vases thrown
the windows broke
an exaggeration of immortal kind...

No ones believes
her caricuture of intamacy described
The lies and deciet
nights spent on her knees
the pills prescribed...

She went out of her head
out of her way
to get in anyones bed
for the love they would say

Cause simply put
from 3rd person views
a pathetic attempt
to shadow the clues

she puts on a masquerade
to cover the envious eyes
A shield of defense
a clever disguise...

Make-up to become a bit appealing
but it doesn't hide
the malice shes dealing

a deperate attempt
to tread in the water
SAVE HER SHES DROWNING!
Yelled as everyone forgot her

The sweet smell of the grass
the view of the sky
no longer is her future
she's stuck with only formaldehyde

Was it something she lost
a life to spare
Was she really living
did anyone care...

Hollow head, mind, and heart
unfeeling for others
just playing her part

she'd stir up a scene
for her own benfit
not woman, but fiend
the only name fit...

Live a life
a life your own
don't be "that girl"
decaying alone..

Be your own woman
its just not worth it
life's to short
to keep up with the Jones's