7 years strong

Today you said you loved me
yesterday as well
last year is when you whispered it
then later it was yelled
3 or so years,
it seems harder to remember
but I'm sure you said it then
just like 05'
you repeated again and again
Tomorrow's another day
will I hear from your mouth
I bet I will
and it's a beautiful sound
When I hear those words
I've heard since 2002
Always and forever
you'll hear I love you too

summer

Do you feel it?
Do you feel that pleasent breeze?
blowing in new adventure
so many things to experience, to see?
Do you feel the warmth of the sun?
see the beautiful hues of green?
it's the best feeling in the world
the most beautiful thing I've ever seen!
don't you love your toes in the lush grass?
squishy blades like flowing emeralds,
walking barefoot, feeling free
confident and bold.
Do you see the day time sky?
it's such a site to see
not as nice as twilight
with blues, into purples, flowing into pinks.
Do you feel it?
summer has blown in!
it's time venture out
to make memories we wish to live again

freaks

Don't tell us we can't
we'll wear funny pants
we'll walk the street chins in the air
don't tell us it's wrong
we've done it so long
We're to in love to care
We know we can't dance
but we got ants in our pants
we'll boogy down, and move our feet
we'll stop traffic
it'll be fantastic
we'll move and groove on down the street
it'll be a glorious affair
with our hair teased in the air
take a picture, nah, it's better to stair
we'll fluff it tall
we'll have a ball
I agree we're quite a pair.
we're a couple of freaks
with vans on our feet
doing all that feels right
we conquer the day
soaking up the suns rays
rocking out until late late night
I love him
he loves me
we're facing this world together
eternity from now
we're nursing home bound
together,forever, together

power

I feel.. powerful...
not in holy since, but in future tense..
all we do, all we are
rest on these things we're doing now
We're taking action...
I consider marriage, children, a home.. all rewards for our hard work..
I want to be something, and make things happen in this world.
but right now, I'm enjoying being young...
I'm lucky
all these things so rapidly approaching us ..
are firsts...
and will be onlys..
Firsts to be added on to all the other firsts already experienced...
First and onlys to eachother
buying a home, having a child, seeing the world,getting married...
all new, all exciting.. all firsts to both of us
it will truly be an adventure...
I'm amorous tonight...
like I said I feel powerful...
because part of we not only counts on him...
but counts on me ...
That makes me feel powerful
<3

love

Did I tell you today I love you,
mention it when I held you ?
whisper it in your ear
as I pulled you closer,
as I pulled you near.
Did I tell you I adore you ?
Did you see it in my eyes
is it something left un-said
a known fact I can't disguise ?
Are you aware of the amor ?
I feel when your near.
Do you know that I adore ?
its overwhelming how much I care.
Did I tell you today that I love you ?
of course I did ,Its written on my face,
but I'll tell you again...Just in case

make haste

Dance!
Dance to the tune that world has written
Dance to the ditty life has composed
DOn't waste your time
don't miss a thing
Live, live ,live
laugh, dance and sing!
Walk though the fire
laugh in their face
Love your reality
Let haste be your pace.
OH! from where we've came
But don't look back
live for today
ignore what you lack
Strenth will get you through
the determined will survive
Materialize your dreams
make them your reality
Its important to fulfill
imagine what all you will see
but with all this haste of life
don't forget to breathe

rejuvenation

At the end of the day,
as the sun sets...
I search for a get-a-way
if ony for a minute
I slip off my shoes
and shake off my clothes
run a hot bath
with plently of bubbles.
No one can find me
no one knows
didn't she come home ?
where did she go?
Out of my vacation
back into the world
feeling rejuvenated
reading to curl
off to bed
with the greatest of loves
escaping to my dreams
What is it that I dream of?
I dream of tomorrow
I dream of today
I dream of success
what the future will bring
but nothing is better
nothing I will see
can even compare
to my reality
<3

2008 election

When does it stop
the yelling a disagreeing
two party candidates
as the constituition is fading
We can all agree
that things are going down
the economy is down the toilet
applause all around...
Iip stick on a pig
is that a big deal?
whats are we fighting for?
deversions unreal ?
I thought there was a war?
family in poverty
foreclosing on homes
searching for sovernty...
So spare me the bullshit
substance is missing
I want all the issues
a conclusion is missing
I'm sick of the ones who play a victim
the maverick, I don't see
a female anti-female..
.just isn't the key...Who's gonna play the maid
to clean up this mess
8 years of Bush
who is the best...
November we get the answer
if lives will be saved...
lets reach real high
make things ok...
Who will it be
we're hanging off the edge
To bad we don't pick
damn the electorial college!!

bible beater

Shielding their eyes behind the book
I've done no wrong
please just look
On knees they ask a week forgiven
for it was satan that tempts them
It was to blame for the sin...
Out the doors with their
eased the mind
He will forget these sins
A day goes by
good christians they are
It doesn't take long
for their mind to begin to spar
Whats right ,whats wrong...
day and night...what is worse
how can I slide by...
technicallities
and its only this...
it doesn't take long
for the serpent to hiss
But its all ok..
what ever it is
They'll be there on sunday
to ask for forgiveness
And again a repeat
for the week at hand
but good christians don't have to worry...
they will be forgiven...

like a virgin

The sunlight was beautiful
from the view of his bedroom window
A school holiday
we enjoyed in January
Mixed up testosterone
a day all alone
was no match for our teenage hormones
I remember the day
6 months waiting, 6 years to date
our first time
unfamiliar,unexplored
we knew nothing
of what was instore
Even today
it still makes me shake..
the fear and passion
will both felt that day
A love not matched
planning to marry
we remember those days
that were so innocent and scary..
We charish those times..
who made us who we are
and we're still together
more loving
and even better...

gotta have faith

It must be nice
to have a faith to hide behind
to do as you may
to waste everyday
sex and lies
deceit is just fine
as long they're there sunday
as long as they ask forgiveness for the shame..
Walking contradictions
preaching to us
how we should live
making all this fus
They are no better
in fact maybe worse
with a wink and a nod
they'll lie straight to God
"forgive me Lord for these sins"
"even know they'll go out and repeat them again"

cheer up emo kid

Child left behind
its wriiten all over your wrists
The angst of todays
of the things you think you missed
Whlie searching something better
you forget what you have
things fall away'
you feel forgotten
but its not society
that boy you longed for
you mom or your dad
Is not who to blame for
It was the choices you made
the direction you took your life..
Chosen promiscuity
can weigh heavily on your mind..
Alienating those people
who tried to root you on
but they can only do so much
only be there so long..
So yell and scream
at those who seemed to not care
Because you think it hurts them
you think its not fair...
but at the end of the day
when again you fail
take a step backbe
cause the fault is in your self...

what is life?

What is living ?
a simple beat of a heart
a step taken in to an empty world ?
If that is living
I pick death...
What is living ?
Waking up to routin
eseeing the same people
hearing the same stories
If that is living,
kill me now..
what is living ?
Submissive exsistance to a man
shying away from being something
shying a way from fulfilling a life
If that is living,
excuse me, as I jump off a bridge...
What is living..?
Sitting in the house
expressing ideas
but never bringing them to life..
bitching ?
If that is life...
wears the bullets?
Life..love...
Life is love...
life is passion...
the love of someone
the passion of many things...
Fulfilling your destiny
fulfilling your dreams
If that is life...
then I'll be fine...
But simply to exsist...
wasting oxygen
routine..
that is not life...
but a faith worse than death...

RAWR!

With my head on his chest
I invision at night
the far off times
the places
the fight...
I'm woman
I dream
I have my infatuations
a dare you to contain
any part of my imagination...
I expect everything
my sights are high
GET OUT OF MY WAY!
Its my time to fly...
For it is my fate
To own this life
To love ,to laugh
to reach any height
I'm not worried
I know what will be..
that is, what ever happens
is what is meant for me...
I'll take things in strive
use them to my advantage
encourage my drive
Refuse to follow
nor given disadvantage
Being a woman
things are complicated
Sometimes I scream ,yell and cry
But I feel vindicated..
Just let me be independent,
strong, chocolate lover flying free...
I'll love my heart out..for my man,
its easy...
But the point is
and will be
that I am woman
I'm am me...
Coming out swinging
heart on my sleeve...
Lover of accomplishment
and chocolate ice cream...
sotry to stop me
throw your punches,
give me more
as time crunches
but the fact will remain
and as I've said before
I am woman! ,Hear me roar!!!

keep up, keep up

Oh if those walls could talk
and those skeletons in closet
began to walk...one could only imagine
the bleek disturbances descrided..
The vases thrown
the windows broke
an exaggeration of immortal kind...
No ones believes
her caricuture of intamacy described
The lies and deciet
nights spent on her knees
the pills prescribed...
She went out of her head
out of her way
to get in anyones bed!!
Cause simply put
from 3rd person input
What was and always is
a pathetic attempt
to keep up with the Jones's!
she puts on a masquerade to cover the envious eyes
A shield of defensea clever disguise...
make-up to become a bit appealing
but it doesn't hide
the malice shes dealing
a deperate attempt
to tread in the water
SAVE HER SHES DROWNING!
Yelled as they forgot her
The sweet smell of the grass
the view of the sky
no longer is her future
only formaldehyde
Was it something she lost
a life to spare
Was she really living
did anyone care...
Hollow head, mind, and heart
unfeeling for others
just playing her part
she'd stir up a scene
for her own benfit
not woman, but fiend
the only name fit
Live a life
a life your own
don't be "that girl"decaying alone.
Be your own woman
its just not worth it
life's to short
to keep up with the Jones's

hide away

can we say desperation!
a caricature of rising above..
Adaciously reaching
maliciously taunting..
just to prove your capable of love ?Almost a joke
a walking contradiction
sniggers all around
getting your attention...
caught without your shield
your mask
your deception
Its easy to be vulnerable
caught in prevarication
Run run!
to cover your tacks
is this a way of living
is this how one should act ?
Hiding through life
with a collection of masks?
where will it end ?
What are the Facts ?

rebirth

I choose to be reborn every morning
living in spite of the world around me
refusing to stifle my abilities
The morning light is new life
Breathing into the soul
with a new desire to accomplish all goals
I live in spite of suffering
ignoring reality
and all its miseries around me.
The days before may not be grand
but I will never bury my head
hidden away, deep down in the sand
Life is what you make it
and I make it the best
In my opinion theres no choice
in my educated guess..

Follow the leader

I smell a rat
lurking all around
I see a copy cat
taking credit for what is found
I feel a presence
not much of a talker
I see the essence
the definition of a stalker.
The world goes by
we build upon this life
you shouldn't just stare y
ou will be left behind
so watch. watch away
see where you go
and though I'm not trying
I put on quite the show
I got love, accomplishment a career to boot
I'm rich as can be though not much loot
So as I live out loud
you can lurk in the shadow
I will be revolutionary a
nd you will always follow...

I enjoy a good plate
full to the ends
of good country cookin'
love, food, I'm a fan!

Pulled from the sea
grown in the fields
I'm a lover of food
My cooking sure appeals

Bake, satay vivian, and broil
present I'll cook it
or fry it in some oil

Its not something obtained
but grown up in
it comes quite easy
when I'm in the kitchen

I warn you there could be side affects
from partaking in my art
you will feel some effect satisfaction

relaxation I serve
From eating my food
You may gain curves

But I guarantee
despite the out comes
the smell will intoxicate you as will the anticipation of whats to come

the taste will amaze you
4 courses of ecstasy
Just try my cooking
and I'm sure you'll see

I wanna write you a song

I wanna write you a song about love, life, and us
It won't be long, a few verses, its really no fus


I'll write about the times; the good and the bad
I'll write about happiness; even when we're sad


I write about the love, the unspoken feelings
the things your not above, The hurt and the healing


The chorus will be filled with all my adore
my longing and lust how I always need more


though the beginning is abrupt and the music's uptempo
the ending will never come. repeat, loop, forever it will go...