What once was
what was always meant to be
and standing here beside me
being just what I need

Waking up in the morning
my nose touching his cheek
Brings a smile to my face
when he's the first person I see

A kiss on the forehead
to awake the weary mind
inching a little closer
feeling so fine...

This love ,is life
this life is love...
this is how it should be
continuing to rise above

This is the life for me
a love that I would envy
grasped in my heart
always meant to be

:)

with a slamming of the door
he laughs at me
cautiously entering
he simply hugs me...

He loves me for me
its hard to believe
He still loves me
even when I scream..

He giggles
and laughs while kissing me...
while giggling out the words
uh oh, its big bad Misty..

I don't remember
last time I could stand
to hold my laughter
while making demands...

It slips my mind
the last time we fought
When was the last time
that I was distraught...?

I only remember
having some point
losing it somewhere
between the joking and becoming annoyed

Its like its not allowed
for me to be mad
and God forbid
he lets me be sad...

I guess this is great
as far as I can tell
But geez sometimes
I JUST WANNA YELL!!

Woman

With my head on his chest
I invision at night
the far off times
the places
the fight...

I'm woman
I dream
I have my infatuations
a dare you to contain
any part of my imagination...

I expect everything
my sights are high
GET OUT OF MY WAY!
Its my time to fly...

For it is my fate
To own this life
To love ,to laugh
to reach any height

I'm not worried
I know what will be..
that is, what ever happens
is what is meant for me...

I'll take things in strive
use them to my advantage
encourage my drive
Refuse to follow
nor given disadvantage

Being a woman
things are complicated
Sometimes I scream ,yell and cry
But I feel vindicated..

Just let me be
independent, strong, chocolate lover
flying free...
I'll love my heart out..
for my man, its easy...

But the point is
and will be
that I am woman
I'm am me...

Coming out swinging
heart on my sleeve...
Lover of accomplishment
and chocolate ice cream...

So try to stop me
throw your punches,
give me more
as time crunches

but the fact will remain
and as I've said before
thats I am woman! ,
Hear me roar!!!

Oh if those walls could talk
and those skeletons in closet
began to walk...
one could only imagine
the bleek disturbances descrided..

The vases thrown
the windows broke
an exaggeration of immortal kind...

No ones believes
her caricuture of intamacy described
The lies and deciet
nights spent on her knees
the pills prescribed...

She went out of her head
out of her way
to get in anyones bed
for the love they would say

Cause simply put
from 3rd person views
a pathetic attempt
to shadow the clues

she puts on a masquerade
to cover the envious eyes
A shield of defense
a clever disguise...

Make-up to become a bit appealing
but it doesn't hide
the malice shes dealing

a deperate attempt
to tread in the water
SAVE HER SHES DROWNING!
Yelled as everyone forgot her

The sweet smell of the grass
the view of the sky
no longer is her future
she's stuck with only formaldehyde

Was it something she lost
a life to spare
Was she really living
did anyone care...

Hollow head, mind, and heart
unfeeling for others
just playing her part

she'd stir up a scene
for her own benfit
not woman, but fiend
the only name fit...

Live a life
a life your own
don't be "that girl"
decaying alone..

Be your own woman
its just not worth it
life's to short
to keep up with the Jones's

your deception

can we say desperation!
a caricature of rising above..
Adaciously reaching
maliciously taunting..
just to prove your capable of love ?

Almost a joke
a walking contradiction
sniggers all around
getting your attention...

caught without your shield
your mask
your deception
Its easy to be vulnerable
open
caught in prevarication

Run run!
to cover your tacks
is this a way of living
is this how one should act ?
Hiding through life
with a collection of masks?
where will it end ?
What are the Facts ?

rebirth

I choose to be reborn every morning
living in spite of the world around me
refusing to stifle my abilities

The morning light is new life
Breathing into the soul
with a new desire to accomplish all goals

I live in spite of suffering
ignoring reality
and all its miseries.

The days before may not be grand
but I will never bury my head
hidden away, deep down in the sand

Life is what you make it
and I make it the best

In my opinion theres no choice
in my educated guess..

Stalker

I smell a rat
lurking all around
I see a copy cat
taking credit for what is found
I feel a presence
not much of a talker
I see the essence
the definition of a stalker.

The world goes by
we build upon this life
you shouldn't just stare
you will be left behind
But do what you will
life's your own, as is mine
you don't have to worry about me- I'll be just fine... s
o watch. watch away
see where you go
and though I'm not trying
I put on quite the show
I got love, a career to boot
I'm rich as can be
though not much loot
So as I live out loud
you can lurk in the shadow
I will be revolutionary a
nd you will always follow...

fatty

I enjoy a good plate
full to the ends
of good country cookin
love, food, I'm a fan!

Pulled from the see
grown in the fields
I'm a lover of food
My cooking sure appeals

Bake, satay
vivian, and broil
present I'll cook it
or fry it in some oil

Its not something obtained
but grown up in
it comes quite easy
when I'm in the kitchen

I warn you
there could be side affects
from partaking in my art
you will feel some effect

satisfaction
relaxation I serve
From eating my food
You may gain curves

But I guarantee
despite the out comes
the smell will intoxicate you
anticipation of what to come

the taste will amaze you
4 courses of ecstasy
Just try my cooking
and I'm sure you'll see

I wanna write a song

I wanna write you a song
about love, life, and us
It won't be long
a few verses, its really no fus

I'll write about the times
the good and the bad
I'll write about happiness
even when we're sad

I write about the love
the unspoken feelings
the things your not above
The hurt and the healing

The chorus will be filled
with all my adore
my longing and lust
how I always need more

though the beginning is abrupt
and the music's uptempo
the ending will never come
repeat, loop, forever it will go...

sexual healing

It's not sex
No, not at all
it's love in motion
two beings involved

Together as one
selfless and passionate
so rare to the world
it's feelings, it's affectionate

it's a deeper connection
the physical is last
it is a observance, dissection
of admiration so vast

This feeling-a must
it's love, more than a fact
for it is love that woes us
into sensational climax

Guiding

Safety is your arms that hold me so tight
Love is the life your breathe into me at night
Stability is the trust for so hard we fight
Passion is your touch shadowed by moonlight

I love you <3

Home.

Home-a beautiful place
a place to rest our feet, our souls.
Home is love, friends and family
a place to grow old.
a place where you are never alone
...our home ♥

youth

youth
the truth
what remains dwindles away
responsibility consumes once whimsical traits
the beauty I love
the introduction of fate
youth is gone
what remains?

knowledge and wisdom
on borrowed time
we grow older, frail
broken down, forgetful
the years disappear
and so does the mind

I rather live than die
but do we live to die?
do we wonder about
just passing the time

to choose
no choice
nor yours, nor mine
youth is gone
and so is time.

Too far from home...

A new existence
but not alone
filled with anxiety
and too far from home

a new experience
and contact by phone
a innocent excitement
but too far from home

an awesome adventure
the past is gone
a incredible assignment
this is my new home

a priority, a goal
it's ours alone
making a living
and building our home.

words

Stray bullets whizzing by
as words shoot out
my mouth is a weapon
Shooting without aim

Messages between the lines
are blunt instruments
but the point conveyed
...it hurts

My thoughts are a gun
without the safety on
My points are a cancer
too far gone

When said aloud
it's loud and clear
even whispered so silently
I know everyone hears

Please understand

Raw

Raw
open, entirely translucent
look through me like sheets of tulle
covering my secrets I can't seem to keep
shielding my heart from hurt knee deep

I am open
interpretation, discrimination
Raw, for your entertainment
I'm a tell all book with a ripped paper cover
no mystery to be solved, no treasure to discover

Larger than life, it covers my sleeve
my heart, the sensitivity
Oh! so raw, I feel pain
I cry, I laugh
I'm partly selfless
with a possibility of vain.

Dear Friend

You are the brick wall that halts me
dear friend, I love you, I love to resent you
My heart is breaking at your feet, I need you
Push me farther away, to avoid tears at your feet
Make me stronger, I'm learning.

You crowd my mind with thoughts, regrets.
dear friend, I need you, keep me in check
Pull me in, I'll lose my way
I can't avoid it, I can't walk away
Hold on tight, I will return

You! you who causes this pain
dear friend, I ponder the days of old
sweet mystery, where did the time go
I swear to you I'm here, I wait
the old me does not differ from this day.

I know what goes here...

I know what goes here...
I know it line by line
a poem to draw attention
idle words to pass the time

I know what goes here
some stories that may apply
words of encouragement and love
a bit of adventitious acts of life

Yes, I know what goes here
a painted pretty picture for all to find
descriptive stories of him and I
journalistic memories to ponder, to sigh

Hey, I know what goes here...
a comma, punctuation, corrected typos of mine
a skim throughout each and every line
an interesting post on this blog of mine

maybe?

I could wear you out with what ifs
the may or may nots
The down lows and up lifts

Going over such things that may never be
worries and fears, desires and needs
factors that impose, they exists, despite their invisibility
things that will interfere, things that consume me.

OH! I could wear you out, and exhaust your mind
I could tell you we're all running out of time
I could explain the factors, the circumstances and signs
I find control in expectations, the fault is mine.

Soaking up the Sun

Dear shining sun, you seem unfamiliar
Trapped between these four walls, earning my tenure
typing away, facts and figures
I will find purpose, I am vacant of failure.

True Love

It's a brush of the hair away from my face
a glance at your shoe and a tucked away lace
no airs required, nor silk or lace
just me and you, our time, our space

it's hours of sports center that I don't mind
when you use the shampoo, that's clearly mine
the stank from your shoes that should be a crime!
you keys, wallet, and pants you never can find

days with no shower, who notices the smell?
our fluctuating weight, who can ever tell?
the burning of bread, OH! it never fails!
we're the seperation between living good and living well.

I laugh at the things we both put up with
that broadcast that true love is far from a myth
that we'll survive the years, we have third, forth, and fifth
you're who I want, who I'll spend my life with.

Welcome Home ♡

We've made it, we're here
It's been so long, I can't count the years
some days seem fuzzy, then some seem so clear
Lets lavish in today, because the day is here!

I never lost fate, honey, so vacant of fear
This is what we were waiting for, oh! it's finally here
Take me in your arms, inside, we disappear
Our home, sweet home. "Its ours", we cheer!

It's time we switch from first to second gear
it's time to allow these hopes and dreams to suddenly appear
We're out here on our own, no reservations, no fear
Our goals are so close, we can reach them, their near.

It's only the beginning, but we must adhere
Our goals are set, our motive is clear
but let's celebrate today
Welcome home my dear.
My happiness is only described
by a poem, a smile, and a single lone tear ♡

dear daddy

dear dad, I love you
but you must understand
he loves me too.
he's great, he's grand

this isn't goodbye
I'll see you later
I'll be just fine
we're off to something greater.

we'll make you proud
daddy, you must have faith
he's good enough for me
he's right, it's fate

I know you worry
please daddy don't cry
I'll be you're little girl
for the rest of all time

An open book

Consider me a trash can
dump all over me
I will take all I can stand
all of your fears and worries.

Pack it all in
empty your mind
I'm here for you again and again
be thorough, be kind.

Tell me about your day
tell me all your stories
I have plenty of time
no need to hurry

Just consider me a trash can
Dump it on me
I'm her for you always
Just let'er rip honey

I'm me

Oh! Why can't we all be as perfect as you?
if so, I believe, we could reach to the moon
Dreams and love would never end too soon
we could all get a head, we could all get a clue


Oh! why can't we all be as perfect as you?
Why can't our beauty be only matched with our wit
why can't we all be so energetic and fit
Our selflessness and compassion matched only by our wit
Your chin held high, your perfection you so easily admit


Why can't we all be as perfect as you
good jobs and love, good grades in school
assuming everyone below is no more than a fool
so easily budged, so easily moved


Yes, why can't we all be as perfect as you
Why can't we all struggle to believe
that this life, this horror, is no more than a dream
that an escape, a blanket, will easily achieve
to overshadow the life in reality we lead


covet, sloth, envy and greed
it's not life to handle, no life for me
perfection fiction, vacant of reality
I would rather be real
I'd rather be me


I'll accept the challenge, what life throws at me
it won't be perfect, but I'll prosper and achieve
I may feel frustration, and fall to my knees
but I'll rise up, that is the key :)