Just do you, because I'm doing me!

What is it about me?

What is it that you see?

I'm looking all around

...nothing interesting


What is it about me?

What is it that you see?

I'm nobody special

no, not me...


What is it about me?

What is it that you see?

silly material things

well, their yours for the taking.


What is it about me?

What is it that you see?

the words that I write

their all from my mind, from me


What is it about me?

What is it that you see?

It must be him, right

too bad, we're married :)


What is it about me?

What is it that you see?

I'm a student, a wife, a wanderer of life

Just do you, because I'm doing me!

God

It's gripping my throat
I can't breathe
speeding through heavy traffic, weaving through and past the broken down, so fast, so blurred, I can't see.

I can't stop
grasp hope
taking hold of what lies in my face, through my fingers, slippery, like butter it slips, I juggle, struggle, like trying to grasp soap.

Help, support.
I'm trying. Can't you see I'm trying? Can't you see? I'm screaming, can't you hear me? I'm fighting, can't you feel me? Where are you? What are you? A force...

God.
Surrounded.
Space and thin air all around.
Everywhere.
Nowhere.

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Put on a happy face
woman, wife
It won't be so bad
don't be so sad

Smile for him
for us
he hurts too
and all summer long,
the sadness will loom

But you'll share the same world
the same sun, the same moon
make love through letters
through April showers and the heat of June

His voice will be precious
the few sights will be hot
we can conquer the world later
but for now, it's all we got.

Don't be so gloomy
Time will fly, you'll see
and we can enjoy each other company
through phone lines and dreams

♥