soul

It's essential, insanity
to relinquish control

to regurgitate emotions
to express our inner soul

To free our shoulders
the heaviness that limits

To move past, move forward
if just for a few minutes

To stretch our heart
to loosen what binds

to take a deep breath
to relieve the mind

To lay down our baggage
to leave it behind.

The frivolous matters
lone and benign

tick tock

Waiting....

The clock ticks a deafening sound.
This city,
It's bursting at the seams
I've grown bored of this town.

I have grown increasingly impatient.
Fighting against my own practicality,
a blatant vehemence.
I desire to conquer this life in it's entirety.

...but we must wait!

Damn this thing of which we call time!
Unstoppable, merely manageable, yet undefeatable
my woes, excitement, and source
time passes with a haste inconceivable.

free for all

Bask in the sun's rays
shining down upon our drive
Stretch and reach for the stars
that shine upon us to energize.

To loosen our joints
to free our minds
to unfamiliar lands
a new adventure to find

a beautiful glow
projecting from our eyes
to put forth an enthusiasm
of childlike highs

It's a wave of opportunity
a new beginning in our lives
a new feeling of accomplishment
as we reach for the sky

We'll soak up the experience
advantage, yours and mine
Hand in Hand together
let's see what we find

lead

I will follow you to the ends of the earth
for what you see as beneficial
and make a life for myself, our selves
upon true love, not artificial

This town cannot withstand
our aspirations, our desires
we share the love of something more
a drive to reach hire.

I will allow you to lead me forth
My confidence is in our foundation
We've worked to lay it down
7+ years of great sensation!

self preservation

I breathe my breath
I see my sights
I feel, I lead
I win my fights

I live my life
my decisions are mine
it is me who dies
It is me who shines

It is I alone
Who stay, who goes?
It is I alone
mine to condone

It's me whom I depend
With no reservations
It is me I must defend
It is self preservation

overcome

Outter body
out of my mind
I'm moving right along
and doing quite fine

Turning water to wine
as I would like to think
or just swimming with haste
before this boat sinks

I am a woman of steal
but as fragile as ceramic
Fighting against the winds
with great aerodynamics

I pocess great knowledge
but, oh so ignornant
In this beautiful home
I'm not more than an imigrant

A familiar face
my safe haven
my energy, my strength
in hopes we break even

In this adventure
a trip up stream
we will defeat this
we will redeem

This is it
an action sacrificial
this is our life
it is official

roundabout

Round and round
my head is spinning
stop and start
its only the beginning

slow this train
I wanna get off
life is too short to slow
to fast to not

So many more
were making decisions
carefully we choose
with accuracy and precision

it's incredibly hard
life, it's tough
the days are long
the road's are rough

every moment
it matters immensely
every second
passes briefly

all the effort
the wins and loss
are worth a million
in all the chaos

So I'll enjoy it
and take deep breaths
it's an adventure
from birth, til death

:::::exhale:::::

rise

rise to the occasion
and muster the strength
because you're not alone
but more so than you think

There's no one to please
because this feat is impossible
no sense to appease
the opinions that are invaluable

It's you today
you, who gives
you who seeks happiness
you who lives

It's you lay with
who reflects at night
it's you who you should please
for you, you should fight

it's you, your opinion
It's you who you must find
it's you, you must live with
until the day you die!

NOW!

Now is the time
because it's running out
to make a few changes
as we walk about

The larger, the harder the fall
the world's a big place
but to small to do nothing at all

Come together, as one, as humans
sweep up the mess you've made
for our children

tomorrow is to late
we're barreling toward disaster
the slope is so steep
time passes faster and faster

Right now
right here
no waste
no fear

essential insanity

It's essential, insanity
to relinquish control

to regurgitate emotions
to express our inner soul

To free our shoulders
the heaviness that limits

To move past, move forward
if just for a few minutes

To stretch our heart
to loosen what binds

to take a deep breath
to relieve the mind

To lay down our baggage
to leave it behind.

The frivolous matters
lone and benign

waiting

Waiting....

The clock ticks a deafening sound.
This city,
It's bursting at the seams
I've grown bored of this town.

I have grown increasingly impatient.
Fighting against my own practicality,
a blatant vehemence.
I desire to conquer this life in it's entirety.

...but we must wait!

Damn this thing of which we call time!
Unstoppable, merely manageable, yet undefeatable
my woes, excitement, and source
time passes with a haste inconceivable.

essential, insanity

It's essential, insanity
to relinquish control

to regurgitate emotions
to express our inner soul

To free our shoulders
the heaviness that limits

To move past, move forward
if just for a few minutes

To stretch our heart
to loosen what binds

to take a deep breath
to relieve the mind

To lay down our baggage
to leave it behind.

The frivolous matters
lone and benign

take the wheel

For the best
we can only hope
to travel calm seas
or at very least cope

But only together
will we have the strength
to face these obstacles
as we live, love, and think

We can cross our fingers
to gain some traction
but it's purely up to us
to put desires into actions

It's choice, and that alone
completely in control
simply take the wheel
and live and let roll

it will all pay off
in the end
for the light at the end of the tunnel
is only the point it all begins.

mi amore

Swinging around the revolving door
in and out, in clear skies and downpours

Flying high, and falling to the floor
We'll crawl, we'll walk, we'll run, we'll sore

Working for something, that means much more
more than imagined ever before

Comfort in confidence, we must be sure
as we head into this life, comparable to war

At times, it's hard, but we'll rise once more
and pull the strength, from our deep inner core

Even when bruised, battered, and torn
we must remember what it's all for

for together, with drive, will give a little more
and conquer this life, this, I am sure

picture of love

Take a look on the wall
there, dear husband, hangs in the hall

head to toe, dressed to the nines
he wasn't perfection, but he was all mine

dapper he was, as the girls would say
I would here them whisper as I went about my day

the winks and stares as we would head down the street
the women would seem to all go in heat

a late night, one time
he stammered in the door

I couldn't help but to ask
"so who was the whore"

out of line, I was, as a woman of God
But his clothes and smell, were disheveled and odd

and then, my dear husband
he headed to bed

and then, my dear husband
got a bullet to the head

now there he hangs
handsome on the wall

and downstairs he lays
casket and all

October

Today is perfection
as the sun beams through the trees
reflecting off my eyes
like light off the sea

Not a cloud in the sky
the vast light hue of blue seems to stretch forever
giving the ideal backdrop
for this mountainous landscape

The air is crisp, cool
to breathe it deep into my lungs is a pleasure
for every breath of the fresh cut grass
is more valuable than any known treasure

The grass and tree's set the scene
as the hues of green fade to the colors of fall
it's a feast for the eyes
that few of us notice at all

Today is perfection
a re-energizing morning to wake to
For every day in this beautiful month
I can only hope the feeling looms

wake my love

Good Morning Honey!
open those eye's
I hate to interrupt your dreams
but there's very little time

We both work today
but your time is now
so head off to the shower
I know these yawns are common sounds

Good Morning Honey!
I've ironed your shirt
let me straighten that tie
to tight? does that hurt?

Here's your breakfast,
and I've bagged a lunch
I know you don't have time
with meeting and such

Good Morning honey!
and good luck
I'll be right here thinking of you
but I'm thankful it's not time for me to wake up!!!

Ānāpānasati ♡

Peace!
Wash over me
cleanse my soul to the inner core
lift the weight of the world
let shine the reason I am here for!

Let go the things so miniscule to thought
prioritize challenge and draw parallels
trial and error, it never fails
I'll let Karma take care of everything else

Let go, relax, clear my vision, I see!
Rise to the occasion, and positive energy
let passion take hold, put aside lethargy
work miracles, feats of thaumaturgy

Grasp the concept of living full
stride through the everyday push and pull
praise the good, damn the cruel
be bright as the sun's reflection of the brightest jewel

time is so limited, it's time to take hold
as others falter, fall away, and fold
live to the fullest, take a tight hold
then shimmer and sparkle as glistening gold

rising

Once upon a time
and forever after
together we'll begin
life through the here after

Fingers laced together
producing the unimaginable
reaching for something better
though seemingly unfathomable

through many feats,
accomplishments and failures
love will carry us through
to heart's hidden treasures

together we'll be
and reach for the sky
up, up and away!!
we'll fly so high ♥

I, me, my

rise to the occasion
and muster the strength
because you're not alone
but more so than you think

There's no one to please
because this feat is impossible
no sense to appease
the opinions that are invaluable

It's you today
you, who gives
you who seeks happiness
you who lives

It's you lay with
who reflects at night
it's you who you should please
for you, you should fight

it's you, your opinion
It's you who you must find
it's you, you must live with
until the day you die!

Raving Reality

Who needs dreams
when reality is so much better
when the sky gleams
filled with hugs, kisses, and heart warming letters

When poems are inspired
by a simple touch
with a glance from your eyes
is an I love you so much

Who needs to sleep
when you never want to escape
who needs to dream
when your plans turn to fate

Who needs rest
when you want to strive for more
who needs blankets
when the love is so warm.

Who needs to rest eyes
when you can't get enough
who wants to waste time
when your this much in love ♥

up and down

Swinging around the revolving door
in and out, in clear skies and downpours

Flying high, and falling to the floor
We'll crawl, we'll walk, we'll run, we'll sore

Working for something, that means much more
more than imagined ever before

Comfort in confidence, we must be sure
as we head into this life, comparable to war

At times, it's hard, but we'll rise once more
and pull the strength, from our deep inner core

Even when bruised, battered, and torn
we must remember what it's all for

for together, with drive, will give a little more
and conquer this life, this, I am sure

some friend?

I live
I breathe
even as you ignore me

I work
I play
no matter how far you are away

I talk
I walk
Truly, I'm okay

I laugh
I cry
Knowing there is nothing I can say

I strive to continue
never to forget you

but as much as you would like to forget it
reality is, I still very much exist

truth, is, I'm angry that your gone
truth is, I'm angrier it's that easy for you to carry on.

rollarcoaster

For the best
we can only hope
to travel calm seas
or at very least cope

But only together
will we have the strength
to face these obstacles
as we live, love, and think

We can cross our fingers
to gain some traction
but it's purely up to us
to put desires into actions

It's choice, and that alone
completely in control
simply take the wheel
and live and let roll

it will all pay off
in the end
for the light at the end of the tunnel
is only the point it all begins.

PSYCHOlogical

Share with me your deepest secrets
one's that hide behind your heart and mind
pull them out and away from your heart
and let's see what all we can find

Is their a bit of imperfection
that buries itself far away and behind
a mystery to be solved, a dark hidden issue
an answer, a clue, a sign?

dig deep, deeper, rack your brain
what is it that makes you this way
what has been tucked away in your mind
Just let me know, I assure you, it'll all be okay

Regurgitate all that those hidden dark secrets
things that you've decided to hide
the things that you say I'll never understand
things of the melancholy kind...

Let it out, let it all out
because for your sanity, it matters
For you can't withhold all off your baggage
or your shoulders will never feel better.

NOW

End of the week
and I wait here
for pending fate
that draws more near

an attitude, a drive
of wait and see
has come down to action
to enhance life's gleem

two heads, two hearts
two ways, to start
same goal, same drive
it's yours, it's mine

It's now
it's here
that the decisons are made

it's time for action
no time to wait!

I love you

Your irreplaceable
irreplicable
not to mention,
phenomenal!!

Never to be duplicated
your simply incredible!!

Nothing more than marvelous
is a love that is wondrous
it's no less than miraculous
oh! it's just fabulous

for you, my desire
burns as bright as fire
affection that never tires
you truly inspire

This is an "I love you"
A way to say it too
As you tell me every day
morning, night and noon ♥
I love you ♥

I love you

Your irreplaceable
irreplicable
not to mention,
phenomenal!!

Never to be duplicated
your simply incredible!!

Nothing more than marvelous
is a love that is wondrous
it's no less than miraculous
oh! it's just fabulous

for you, my desire
burns as bright as fire
affection that never tires
you truly inspire

This is an "I love you"
A way to say it too
As you tell me every day
morning, night and noon ♥
I love you ♥

dreamland

Who needs dreams
when reality is so much better
when the sky gleams
filled with hugs, kisses, and heart warming letters

When poems are inspired
by a simple touch
with a glance from your eyes
is an I love you so much

Who needs to sleep
when you never want to escape
who needs to dream
when your plans turn to fate

Who needs rest
when you want to strive for more
who needs blankets
when the love is so warm.

Who needs to rest eyes
when you can't get enough
who wants to waste time
when your this much in love ♥

distance

Never alone
light years away
your as close as can be
in my heart to stay

the cold air can't cool
with all around, surrounding me
the warmth of your love
Never once abandons me

Like a suit of armor
stronger than steal
the power of amore
is amazing to feel

no matter the distance
let it be known
for I'm here, your near
never alone =)

feel it

Can you feel me?
so many miles away
I feel you...
it makes everything okay

I find escape in my dreams
that brings warmth in the night
there is where you hold me
there is where it's just right.

Reach out throughout the states
can you feel me now?
stretch out through the cities
your voice is but a sound.

a sound that lulls me to rest
comfortable and secure
the tones wrap around me
it's my only cure

anniversary

One month from today
is a milestone indeed
we found true love
you and me

it's been many years
they seem to run together
from laughs to tears
a love to never be severed

Many roads traveled
a huge amount of growing
we held hands through it all
even when we weren't sure where we were going

Now we have goals
and past ones achieved
all that we've learned, all that we know
all that we desire, all we believe

Today I'm reminded
as time goes so fast
I love you as much today
as seven years will pass...

frreedom

Hear that?
the clash of thunder
flashes of light?

It's a storm blowing in
lighting up the night...

should I hide?
under the blanket
wrapped so very tight..

or head out in my pajama's
and dance out into the night!

should embrace the rain
washing away my worries

march to the thunder
like so many basses rumbling...

I hear it!
this beauty in nature

rolling in freedom
for this earth's creature

forever

Lets squish our toes in the grass
let the rain wash our faces
take time to ignore growing up too fast
and soak in the sites and places.

Lets dance to music that only we like
our song serenading our ears
allow the moon to act as our spotlight
and ignore the existence of fears

I'll get lost in your arms
and hold you close and tight
never let you get to far
and lay looking in your eyes through the night

These moments mean the world to me
I'll embrace every one
tuck them away in my memory
where I can relive them forever and beyond

you have a friend

My heart is beating out of my chest
anxiously awaiting to start
what will we do for this world
what change will we be apart?

but we can't think of this day
without thinking about tomorrow
we can't watch what we say
as we are with out any sorrow

live for today
we are so close
way to far

fall in love
embrace this time
reach beyond, above
and you will find

LOVE FOR TODAY!!

oxymoron

Do you ever feel like your never home?
but going no where
in an empty room?
but never alone?

Always busy?
but bored to death...
Trying to remember
but you always forget...

Taking chances
but you'd never bet
completely in control
yet always perplexed

It's like your life is perfect
but it could be better
your absolutely beautiful
but your opinion differs

All thats you believe
you definitely are
is always contradicted
as life is an oxymoron

rushing

Rush. rush, rush!!
get things done
go,go,go!!
before time's gone

Lay your head down
rest on my shoulder
we're tomorrow bound
everyday getting older

Raise with the sunrise
hop in our shoes
see what we find
don't forget the I love you's

I don't need much
just all that we desire
dreams dreamt together
working our way hirer

but in all honesty
all that I need
is to come home at days' end
to a little time, just you and me
♥♥♥♥♥

deep down

I wish...
I wish for ease

I hope...
I hope for calm seas

I worry...
All about tomorrow...

I think
I'm a hard act to follow...

I see
I should be more pliable...

I need
to be held liable...

I love
Thats why I wake...

I fus
for goodness sake...

I'm fine
I know what I live for...

I try
that's all they ask for

I want
just to be happy

I am
a little to sappy

I write
life's not all about me

I know
that the day ends with we

I do
I look forward to say

Forever
come what may

We live
we love
we need
we desire

we reach
we hope
we try
to reach higher!

Time
it ticks
sometimes so slow

so fast
time passes
as we get, where we go

super powers

I don't need opinion
anyone's approval
it's no need

Life will go on
this is fact
not belief

If no one cared
who came last
who was first

Life goes on
we're not more than a blip
in this vast universe

The world will never revolve
concentrate attention
on neither you or me

though some believe it does
as ridiculous
as it may seem

But I continue on
with my desire
my own lone drive

to obtain what I dream
all thrills, all love
all to fulfill my life

You'll only get so far
with friends
depending on such support

In the end we are left
with ourselves
driven from our inner core

deep down reaching
making valiant efforts
more and more

The work is worth it
we'll earn it
though tired, though sore

We will look on these days
as we reached farther
beyond and above

Left with nothing more to drive us
but one common goal
and the power of love

I know

All I know,
Is all I got
is Keys to this car
and thats not a lot

But just think
where we could go
if we had the cash
if funds weren't low

All I know,
is all I got
is this heart on my sleeve
exposed to all shots

But just think
with your bare hands
you could shield it from the world
an extraordinary feat, for just one man.

All I know
is all I got..
It's more than nothing
but it's not a lot

If thats enough
just for you
if this little
will simply do...

I am rich
in a whirl
because now, with you
I own the world

all that I need

I can't seem to contain my excitement
looking ahead, putting life in organized alignment

I want nothing more than secure comfort
in return for all our valiant effort

If nothing more than a few pennies to spare
or a roof over our head with plenty to share

Rather we're stuck in a studio, no room to move
Or a mansion with banisters sanded so smooth

we'll take it in stride, the hard times, the ease
we'll do what we can, what we want, what we please

In the end all that matters, whatever will be, will be
we can get through it all, with the strength between you and me ♥

another escape

Escape!
Escape from the world and all that ales us today
let today fall behind as nothing more of a memory
to be reflected on as one of our many yesterdays

Away from the world we'll escape
if only for some odd hours, we'll get away
escape to our dreams, in each others arms
we'll vacate the world, we'll escape

We'll escape to a world where all is perfection
life is so easy, and the past is a beautiful reflection
we get away to a place empty of rejection
away to to a world of utter perfection

at night we escape, every single one
it's the reason for dreams
the reason we go on

we lock ourselves together
in the safety of our arms
we get away, we dream
we escape...

school's in

Schools in,
books are bought.
It's time for class
there are lessons to be taught

Look at the students
rushing around
making deadlines
at the speed of sound

sharpening pencils,
my pen's out of ink!
Will this be on the exam?
think, think, think!!

can I get extra credit?
I forgot my homework
I did every problem
come on! I'm never late on my work!

Bell rings
get the hell out of here
hop in the car
Let's get far away from here

Do it all over
tomorrow's another day
I'm thankful, just whiney
But, what can I say?

I've done this for a while
and the work will pay off, I'll see
besides, how will I get a good job
without that degree?

in need

Let me see
what do I need?
some sort of rest
to nap to sleep.

A moment of time
to rest my head
no interruptions
here in my bed

Just a few hours
of relaxation
absent of action
pure meditation

a crucial time
especially today
to rest and re-group
to begin another day.

boring

Tick Tock, Tick Clock
When will this class end
Please Clock, Tick Tock
Strike the hour of Ten

Eyes on the time
Passing minutes so still
I let the biggest sigh
that could blow down a wall of steal

Curse you ticking clock
Beowulf is none of my care
tims is passing so slow
I GOTTA GET OUT OF HERE!!

finally

I don't feel ashamed
to award this week
which will forever be framed
as a astronomical feat

The day's were weeks long
the hours were days
I took in new surroundings
went from worried to okay

I'm proud of me, of us
looking forward to these months
I'm confident in our ability
to do what we must

you belong

When my teeth chatter in the cool breeze
your embrace warms by chilly bones
As the temperature drops, and my knee's knock
I can count on you to never leave me alone.

When I shiver with fear, in the face of danger
you shield me with your arms
safe and secure, I am at peace
in love, no fear, no reason to be alarmed

When I'm sad, and my eyes fill with tears
your hand caresses them away
and in your eye's, and reassuring tone
I'm comfortable knowing, everything will be okay.

Your love is warm, and in your own way
you show me your love, and in me your faith
I wish I could find more ways to say.
I love you always, forever and a day ♥

my love

I love you
a simply way to say
that waking up to your face
is more beautiful everyday

it's a beautiful phrase
yet unsatisfying in describing
I feel for you the world
deep desire burning.

my heart is your for the taking
in love and trust, it is safe
as I am in your arms
as passionate as the love we make

Three words so simple
for a love so incredible
it needs books in volumes
novels and fables

I love you, I'll say it
in more ways than one
You hung moon, the stars
the clouds, the sun. ♥♥

get out of my space, before I get in your face

I can't think of any reason, a reason you are validated

to put me under bright lights, to be investigated

I've done no wrong, no right to be interrogated

I can't help the vanity, or whom your affiliated

I can't help the situations, or relationships which have faded

I can't help the changes in people, though it has me fascinated 

 I don't regret, no anger, sadness, in no way frustrated

I'll no longer try to hide, truly I feel vindicated

to be open an honest, free to be debated

say what you will, I will not be intimidated 

if there is a problem, there's no reason it should be contemplated 

There's a little "x" in the corner,

you can look away, it isn't complicated

Call me a bitch, call it overstimulated

but frankly my dear, I feel rejuvenated!

cast this movie with explanations

Its out of my hands

and on your shoulders

we grow apart 

as we get older

we never knew what we were shooting for

the credits roll, the quality's poor

we cast this film

with to many extras

we're the stars of this

it's the end of an era

a passing glance in a crowded room

this wrap party is salt on the womb

Did you ever share any ounce of spot light

did we ever go about this thing right

was I ever an honorable mention?

was I living in B-movie fiction?

Where all of life is slightly out of focus

Where all the critics are nothing but bias 

was the fact this film was lax of substance

where's the chemistry, we needed guidence

is this some thing to watch, 

will it repeat again

or is it  sad

something begging to end?

7 years strong

Today you said you loved me
yesterday as well
last year is when you whispered it
then later it was yelled
3 or so years,
it seems harder to remember
but I'm sure you said it then
just like 05'
you repeated again and again
Tomorrow's another day
will I hear from your mouth
I bet I will
and it's a beautiful sound
When I hear those words
I've heard since 2002
Always and forever
you'll hear I love you too

summer

Do you feel it?
Do you feel that pleasent breeze?
blowing in new adventure
so many things to experience, to see?
Do you feel the warmth of the sun?
see the beautiful hues of green?
it's the best feeling in the world
the most beautiful thing I've ever seen!
don't you love your toes in the lush grass?
squishy blades like flowing emeralds,
walking barefoot, feeling free
confident and bold.
Do you see the day time sky?
it's such a site to see
not as nice as twilight
with blues, into purples, flowing into pinks.
Do you feel it?
summer has blown in!
it's time venture out
to make memories we wish to live again

freaks

Don't tell us we can't
we'll wear funny pants
we'll walk the street chins in the air
don't tell us it's wrong
we've done it so long
We're to in love to care
We know we can't dance
but we got ants in our pants
we'll boogy down, and move our feet
we'll stop traffic
it'll be fantastic
we'll move and groove on down the street
it'll be a glorious affair
with our hair teased in the air
take a picture, nah, it's better to stair
we'll fluff it tall
we'll have a ball
I agree we're quite a pair.
we're a couple of freaks
with vans on our feet
doing all that feels right
we conquer the day
soaking up the suns rays
rocking out until late late night
I love him
he loves me
we're facing this world together
eternity from now
we're nursing home bound
together,forever, together

power

I feel.. powerful...
not in holy since, but in future tense..
all we do, all we are
rest on these things we're doing now
We're taking action...
I consider marriage, children, a home.. all rewards for our hard work..
I want to be something, and make things happen in this world.
but right now, I'm enjoying being young...
I'm lucky
all these things so rapidly approaching us ..
are firsts...
and will be onlys..
Firsts to be added on to all the other firsts already experienced...
First and onlys to eachother
buying a home, having a child, seeing the world,getting married...
all new, all exciting.. all firsts to both of us
it will truly be an adventure...
I'm amorous tonight...
like I said I feel powerful...
because part of we not only counts on him...
but counts on me ...
That makes me feel powerful
<3

love

Did I tell you today I love you,
mention it when I held you ?
whisper it in your ear
as I pulled you closer,
as I pulled you near.
Did I tell you I adore you ?
Did you see it in my eyes
is it something left un-said
a known fact I can't disguise ?
Are you aware of the amor ?
I feel when your near.
Do you know that I adore ?
its overwhelming how much I care.
Did I tell you today that I love you ?
of course I did ,Its written on my face,
but I'll tell you again...Just in case

make haste

Dance!
Dance to the tune that world has written
Dance to the ditty life has composed
DOn't waste your time
don't miss a thing
Live, live ,live
laugh, dance and sing!
Walk though the fire
laugh in their face
Love your reality
Let haste be your pace.
OH! from where we've came
But don't look back
live for today
ignore what you lack
Strenth will get you through
the determined will survive
Materialize your dreams
make them your reality
Its important to fulfill
imagine what all you will see
but with all this haste of life
don't forget to breathe

rejuvenation

At the end of the day,
as the sun sets...
I search for a get-a-way
if ony for a minute
I slip off my shoes
and shake off my clothes
run a hot bath
with plently of bubbles.
No one can find me
no one knows
didn't she come home ?
where did she go?
Out of my vacation
back into the world
feeling rejuvenated
reading to curl
off to bed
with the greatest of loves
escaping to my dreams
What is it that I dream of?
I dream of tomorrow
I dream of today
I dream of success
what the future will bring
but nothing is better
nothing I will see
can even compare
to my reality
<3

2008 election

When does it stop
the yelling a disagreeing
two party candidates
as the constituition is fading
We can all agree
that things are going down
the economy is down the toilet
applause all around...
Iip stick on a pig
is that a big deal?
whats are we fighting for?
deversions unreal ?
I thought there was a war?
family in poverty
foreclosing on homes
searching for sovernty...
So spare me the bullshit
substance is missing
I want all the issues
a conclusion is missing
I'm sick of the ones who play a victim
the maverick, I don't see
a female anti-female..
.just isn't the key...Who's gonna play the maid
to clean up this mess
8 years of Bush
who is the best...
November we get the answer
if lives will be saved...
lets reach real high
make things ok...
Who will it be
we're hanging off the edge
To bad we don't pick
damn the electorial college!!

bible beater

Shielding their eyes behind the book
I've done no wrong
please just look
On knees they ask a week forgiven
for it was satan that tempts them
It was to blame for the sin...
Out the doors with their
eased the mind
He will forget these sins
A day goes by
good christians they are
It doesn't take long
for their mind to begin to spar
Whats right ,whats wrong...
day and night...what is worse
how can I slide by...
technicallities
and its only this...
it doesn't take long
for the serpent to hiss
But its all ok..
what ever it is
They'll be there on sunday
to ask for forgiveness
And again a repeat
for the week at hand
but good christians don't have to worry...
they will be forgiven...

like a virgin

The sunlight was beautiful
from the view of his bedroom window
A school holiday
we enjoyed in January
Mixed up testosterone
a day all alone
was no match for our teenage hormones
I remember the day
6 months waiting, 6 years to date
our first time
unfamiliar,unexplored
we knew nothing
of what was instore
Even today
it still makes me shake..
the fear and passion
will both felt that day
A love not matched
planning to marry
we remember those days
that were so innocent and scary..
We charish those times..
who made us who we are
and we're still together
more loving
and even better...

gotta have faith

It must be nice
to have a faith to hide behind
to do as you may
to waste everyday
sex and lies
deceit is just fine
as long they're there sunday
as long as they ask forgiveness for the shame..
Walking contradictions
preaching to us
how we should live
making all this fus
They are no better
in fact maybe worse
with a wink and a nod
they'll lie straight to God
"forgive me Lord for these sins"
"even know they'll go out and repeat them again"

cheer up emo kid

Child left behind
its wriiten all over your wrists
The angst of todays
of the things you think you missed
Whlie searching something better
you forget what you have
things fall away'
you feel forgotten
but its not society
that boy you longed for
you mom or your dad
Is not who to blame for
It was the choices you made
the direction you took your life..
Chosen promiscuity
can weigh heavily on your mind..
Alienating those people
who tried to root you on
but they can only do so much
only be there so long..
So yell and scream
at those who seemed to not care
Because you think it hurts them
you think its not fair...
but at the end of the day
when again you fail
take a step backbe
cause the fault is in your self...

what is life?

What is living ?
a simple beat of a heart
a step taken in to an empty world ?
If that is living
I pick death...
What is living ?
Waking up to routin
eseeing the same people
hearing the same stories
If that is living,
kill me now..
what is living ?
Submissive exsistance to a man
shying away from being something
shying a way from fulfilling a life
If that is living,
excuse me, as I jump off a bridge...
What is living..?
Sitting in the house
expressing ideas
but never bringing them to life..
bitching ?
If that is life...
wears the bullets?
Life..love...
Life is love...
life is passion...
the love of someone
the passion of many things...
Fulfilling your destiny
fulfilling your dreams
If that is life...
then I'll be fine...
But simply to exsist...
wasting oxygen
routine..
that is not life...
but a faith worse than death...

RAWR!

With my head on his chest
I invision at night
the far off times
the places
the fight...
I'm woman
I dream
I have my infatuations
a dare you to contain
any part of my imagination...
I expect everything
my sights are high
GET OUT OF MY WAY!
Its my time to fly...
For it is my fate
To own this life
To love ,to laugh
to reach any height
I'm not worried
I know what will be..
that is, what ever happens
is what is meant for me...
I'll take things in strive
use them to my advantage
encourage my drive
Refuse to follow
nor given disadvantage
Being a woman
things are complicated
Sometimes I scream ,yell and cry
But I feel vindicated..
Just let me be independent,
strong, chocolate lover flying free...
I'll love my heart out..for my man,
its easy...
But the point is
and will be
that I am woman
I'm am me...
Coming out swinging
heart on my sleeve...
Lover of accomplishment
and chocolate ice cream...
sotry to stop me
throw your punches,
give me more
as time crunches
but the fact will remain
and as I've said before
I am woman! ,Hear me roar!!!

keep up, keep up

Oh if those walls could talk
and those skeletons in closet
began to walk...one could only imagine
the bleek disturbances descrided..
The vases thrown
the windows broke
an exaggeration of immortal kind...
No ones believes
her caricuture of intamacy described
The lies and deciet
nights spent on her knees
the pills prescribed...
She went out of her head
out of her way
to get in anyones bed!!
Cause simply put
from 3rd person input
What was and always is
a pathetic attempt
to keep up with the Jones's!
she puts on a masquerade to cover the envious eyes
A shield of defensea clever disguise...
make-up to become a bit appealing
but it doesn't hide
the malice shes dealing
a deperate attempt
to tread in the water
SAVE HER SHES DROWNING!
Yelled as they forgot her
The sweet smell of the grass
the view of the sky
no longer is her future
only formaldehyde
Was it something she lost
a life to spare
Was she really living
did anyone care...
Hollow head, mind, and heart
unfeeling for others
just playing her part
she'd stir up a scene
for her own benfit
not woman, but fiend
the only name fit
Live a life
a life your own
don't be "that girl"decaying alone.
Be your own woman
its just not worth it
life's to short
to keep up with the Jones's

hide away

can we say desperation!
a caricature of rising above..
Adaciously reaching
maliciously taunting..
just to prove your capable of love ?Almost a joke
a walking contradiction
sniggers all around
getting your attention...
caught without your shield
your mask
your deception
Its easy to be vulnerable
caught in prevarication
Run run!
to cover your tacks
is this a way of living
is this how one should act ?
Hiding through life
with a collection of masks?
where will it end ?
What are the Facts ?

rebirth

I choose to be reborn every morning
living in spite of the world around me
refusing to stifle my abilities
The morning light is new life
Breathing into the soul
with a new desire to accomplish all goals
I live in spite of suffering
ignoring reality
and all its miseries around me.
The days before may not be grand
but I will never bury my head
hidden away, deep down in the sand
Life is what you make it
and I make it the best
In my opinion theres no choice
in my educated guess..

Follow the leader

I smell a rat
lurking all around
I see a copy cat
taking credit for what is found
I feel a presence
not much of a talker
I see the essence
the definition of a stalker.
The world goes by
we build upon this life
you shouldn't just stare y
ou will be left behind
so watch. watch away
see where you go
and though I'm not trying
I put on quite the show
I got love, accomplishment a career to boot
I'm rich as can be though not much loot
So as I live out loud
you can lurk in the shadow
I will be revolutionary a
nd you will always follow...

I enjoy a good plate
full to the ends
of good country cookin'
love, food, I'm a fan!

Pulled from the sea
grown in the fields
I'm a lover of food
My cooking sure appeals

Bake, satay vivian, and broil
present I'll cook it
or fry it in some oil

Its not something obtained
but grown up in
it comes quite easy
when I'm in the kitchen

I warn you there could be side affects
from partaking in my art
you will feel some effect satisfaction

relaxation I serve
From eating my food
You may gain curves

But I guarantee
despite the out comes
the smell will intoxicate you as will the anticipation of whats to come

the taste will amaze you
4 courses of ecstasy
Just try my cooking
and I'm sure you'll see

I wanna write you a song

I wanna write you a song about love, life, and us
It won't be long, a few verses, its really no fus


I'll write about the times; the good and the bad
I'll write about happiness; even when we're sad


I write about the love, the unspoken feelings
the things your not above, The hurt and the healing


The chorus will be filled with all my adore
my longing and lust how I always need more


though the beginning is abrupt and the music's uptempo
the ending will never come. repeat, loop, forever it will go...